am i just being selfish? am i just being something i just want to be and yet don't want to be all at the same time.

no smiles just play.

i feel like killing some of the people daily secretly mentally. sue me for it, but sometimes i just get so annoyed. perhaps it is my pride and arrogance and i constantly look down those i consider below me.

zong is so screwed.

there's this big damn world in front of me. so many things more than, well just me. i guess me is part of the world-well's that's a comforted feeling.

i must remember that, being me is like being part of the world, only then i can change what i want.

oh god, recently it's just about me, me and more me.

i can't help it, i have to cope with it. silence for now people.

ah! can i blame myself? honestly from what i see, sometimes it's a crazy world out there. it's never going to change, it's like a game, everything, life, me, you. i help, i give, i receive, i think, i keep to myself, i'm nochalent, i'm selfish, it's just 'i's' everywhere. it's never a 'we' except just for show in which case i guss it helps this world.

there is good and bad out there. just take your time to explore each component.

i'm feeling naked.